Sunday, September 14, 2003
SOmettimes i really wonder.Why i like dearie so much even all the things he did to upset moi.........i dunno...but i believe that pple do make mistakes,perhaps i do make mistakes but i din know it moiself...and i needed pple to remind mi........but dearie dun worry k?
no matter what happens i will be herE.....mayb its the power of love......i dunno...........theres always a force pulling me close to u......always wanting u told me in yr arms.......a very safe feelings.to moi, words may not be important......dunno how to start a topic too.........=nothing to tok about....find moiself a bitbit broing...compared to other gers..hmm........WOndeR whaT had happened to mi...My cheerfulness seems to disappear bit by bit........ Perhaps due to my work and my "leadership" position...........Well well.........
Or is it the feeling is fading away between us??? not really sure.....haix........REally love the time when he kissed mi on the forehead..........a very very sweet feeling which i cant forget........ Although he toks to mani gers, i dunno..i cant find myself to scold him.......or to be angry with him........cause sometimes im the culprit too............never tok to dear........so cant blame dear go tok to other gers...........
What i really like bout dearie??
-Gentle
-Caring
-HONESTY
-The feeling which i loved......(security??)
-come to think of it, hes pretty gentleman too......
Yepz.........I think they are the driving forces which attracts me to him.......what bout u deaR????why u still love mi so much when i dont have time for u???????and seldom tok to you???
Sorrie dear, i need to acheive good grades too ,i need to strike a balance with school work,council work,JCRC work,and our relationship....But studies must come 1st.......Dad got high expectation of me.......veryvery high..I can't slack at all.... mayb thats why i seem so stress at times.,...expecially with all the upcoming tests and exams,,,,,,,,,,
but moi dad policy is that,study 1st,play later.......hope dear understand...This is a crucial period 4 me..........I need to fight back for my rank.......Dad not happy with me getting 6-9* ranking in class.cant really remeber.... I need to get into a GOod JC.....thats what my dads expects me to do..........But i really love u dear.....i love u
penelope glittered! @ 9/14/2003 05:29:00 PM
