after reading janice blog.
decided to blog as well.
Jan thinks that i got a happy family.
ya,i do agree at times.
but there's some occasion when its really bad too.
for instance when young.
i never got to see my father at home.
not even on weekends
he was too busy to set up his timber company.
But it changed when we shifted.
i finally got to see him more often.
so imagine,spending yr childhood.
without the father around.
How sad was it.
Not that i didnt have a father.
Its that he wasnt there for me since young.
I always see little kids playing with their father.
But i never got a chance to .
This explains why im not a "sport" person.
and i grew up with dolls.
As for my relationship with My brOTher,
we are always bickering.(young)
he never bought me any birthday present .
only at times,he bought me a hAPPy meal(cause he was forced to)
hahax.
It only changed after he went to NS and overseas to study
so yarhx.
he started to treat me better now
and because of his GF.
mwahhaax.
aLthough everyone sees me as a happy gurl ,living in a happy family
sometimes it aint't true.
There's some stuff which i dun 1 2 talk bout.
but things have been improving,i hopE.
Sometimes,i envy lots of people too
jAnice :the amount of freedom you have.
when i cant get at times.
lau lau: Being able to tolerate ppl behaviour without flaring up
Yvonne:having such a cute sister !
lynette: for being able to drAW!!
aramia :her ability to draw comics.
jinyuan : to Play bball.
HuilI!! : being modest!Able to write poemS!
Ernest: PhotogrAPhy.
Shingx: able to Take things lightly!
Wei qi and laulau: eat without growing fat
Su-xian and cherr : Their love towards art.
wEi QI: Crappy and lame.
jun wEe:he's able to motivate himself to work harder.
The sec 3 ex-cOs : for being united.
the toilet gaNG: their friendship!
theRes so many morE!!!
penelope glittered! @ 5/15/2004 04:58:00 PM
