Thursday, September 30, 2004
i seriously got nothing to blogg abt today.
except that i got the neos todae.
paid for council photo and yada yada.
kind of broke now.
:( i lurve bio praCt lessons now. LasT leSSon for lab pract til o'levels........
eDIttEd.
Nvr feLt so Sad before. and the worse thing is i dunno why im saD.
two of my best friends seemed to be so far away from me...
they were the one who shared my happiness and secrets.
CRaPPed and joked with me.
been there whenever im down.
but now. we are so distant.
we only exchanged no more than 5 sentences a day.
when wIll the DAy come that we will all be enjoying ourselves? just like the past?
will the dream come true? Or will it just be a Dream?
im just crapping. perhapS im tOO tired.
there are si many things in my mind now.
i dun even know how i feel.
towards my friends, towards the world.
i find that im constantly putting on a mask
to cover all the unhappiness inside me.
i should be a clown in the future instead.
thats my occupation now.
penelope glittered! @ 9/30/2004 11:13:00 PM