Sunday, September 26, 2004
welsh, im back.
Shao hui, theRes no OLENE juice hor.. not that i never ask
haha. only got orange soft drink.
im suddenly feeling very down.
hmm.. people do change during this 4 years isn't it?
i changed too! in terms of character /a bit of personality and Looks.
ppl around me has changed too.
however, i wished that neither of us have changed.
and things will be like the same old days.
esp sec 1. the dAys are the most enjoyable.
there's no bACkstabbers anywhere.
just friends who really care.
im not implying that there's any here :)
dun be mistaken.
ya.. competition in sec 1 and 2 is fun.
competition is sec 3 and 4 = sTress + pressure.
wHo don't want to be the best?
everyone is fighting for the top.
NOt only in our school but im sure in everywhere we go.
we become more aware of the people around us.
undeRstand how each feels under certain circumstances.
the feeling of being used by someone.
the feeling of being in love and out of love.
the feeling of having no friends to care about you.
the feeling of being bullied.
its all part and parcel of life.
everyone has different aspirations.
we have different goals in life.
earn money? get married and have kids? be an entrepreneur?
hMm..til now.
im n0t sure of what i want to be.
i dun daRe to Dream big or Dream fAr.
im cOntent with what things are like.
but is everyone out there content with the present situation?
i dun think so.
what am i blabbering during this hour? WElsh.
i nEed to get some sleEP , gOod nitE.
JANicE,
no matter what happens, you do have a group of friends around you.
jusT like me. I too have such an experience.when u feel helpless and no one is there.
but after that, you will begin to see that your friends are concerned about ya.'
im sure they didnt mean to ignore you or not helping ya to do a favour.
but they may their own stuff to settle first.Right?
so dun think about the worse, continue to move on .
Life in Peirce is gonna be over and its up to you whether you want PEirce to be a memorable place or a place which u hated.
its up to you whether you want to open your doors to new friends.
noone can help you with this.only u yourself.
SO do open yr heart to see that people around you cARes abt ya.
thats all i gotta sAY!
PeneLope
penelope glittered! @ 9/26/2004 01:26:00 AM
